After my first horse, Zipper was sold because I got too tall for him came months of searching for a new horse. I am tall so there was the height issue, then he (or she) also needed to meet the other requirements of good confirmation, attitude, and ability. We had already vetted two horses who hadn’t passed, so when my trainer found two horses at the same location and I had a friend also looking for a horse, she just had both vetted to start with. Both horses passed then were trailered in for a trial. Phoenix came off the trailer and more than met my expectations. A flashy appendix paint with three tall white socks and a big blaze. He was 8 years old at the time and had been ridden exclusively by a trainer as her personal horse. Two days later was a schooling show at the barn and riding him in it would be a good test. We had immediate chemistry and got champion that weekend and he was here to stay. Like Zipper he proved willing to do just about anything, but was more athletic when it came to jumping. We did hunters and equitation, trail rides, and contesting on the high school equestrian team. Until I got older I never realized how often I rode. I rode him six days a week, sometimes twice in a day in the summer if a second person showed up I wanted to ride with. He was always happy and playful, known for calling for me when I went in the tack room and flipping up his lip in a bid for more treats. He would follow behind me without a lead rope and jump over jumps on his own if loose in the ring.
The end of my senior year came and much to my dismay he was for sale. He hadn’t sold yet when I left for college, but I mostly stayed away because it was much too hard. He ended up with a girl who was doing 4H, and they taught him how to do some western stuff as well. I tried to forget about him and kept my riding down to leasing horses in the summer when I came home.
After college I got my own place and a big girl job and bought myself a new horse, Stampede. Life moved on and he became my project. Then in 2010 I went through some old photos and put some on facebook, including pictures of me and Phoenix. I got a message from a girl that said a mutual friend of ours on facebook showed her the pictures and she was the girl who bought him years ago and would I like to come see him. I was torn about seeing him again, but I went. He was 21 by then and I didn’t really know what to expect.
We got to the barn together and we walked out to get him. I’m not sure if he recognized me, he was very dull and quiet. He was missing patches of hair all over his body and his feet were so long he shuffled when he walked. I knew he couldn’t stay. He never really showed much of his old personality that day, which was always in your face and silly. The girl’s dad joked that I could take him home with me and I replied that I would check with my family.
As soon as I started talking to my husband and dad, they knew he wasn’t staying where he was. My dad went with me to go see him that weekend, and we cleaned him up some and took him out for some grass. A month of back and forth, and a friend with a trailer later and Phoenix became mine again, almost 9 years later.
The day after Phoenix came home.
“If he were only a memory I could call him back – horse of my childhood who continued with me into womanhood. But he outstrips memory, runs through my veins, pulses luxuriously like the still yet trembling fissure of halloed light around a full moon on a blue-black night above hemlocks.”
So Phoenix came back to me in August of 2010. We began treating his white line disease, which involved cutting out large chunks of dead hoof wall and soaking his feet in white lightning. I had no idea how much he’d been ridden so we once his feet were situated we started out slow, mostly walking and trotting around in the fields by the barn.
He was so happy to be going outside for more than an hour a day and being out with other horses. So happy in fact that at the end of October 2010 he tore a tendon playing outside. Commence months of stall rest and hand walking. Luckily he is the calmest horse and put up with it all.
He healed surprisingly well and I began walking him bareback in February. We worked up to regular flatwork and have been going ever since.
He is the type of horse I trust with most anyone on his back and is always fun to ride. After a long hard day he’s the one I hop on bareback and canter around in the fields. I’m forever grateful to have this boy back in my life so I can love him for the rest of his days.
- I love Mr. P
- After moving home to Morstone Acres in May 2017 Phoenix decided that he was ready to eat all the grass and live the life of relaxation and retirement with his brother Stampede. I rode him a few times but his heart wasn’t in it and I certainly don’t feel the need to push a horse who’s 28 and who I had my first ride on 20 years earlier. This guy owes me nothing and I feel so privileged to give him the retirement he deserves and even better to give it to him in my own backyard!
It’s now July 2021 and Phoenix is 32 years old. I’m so lucky to have this happy boy in my life. While his body has slowed down, his appetite for love and treats hasn’t. Caring for a horse this age has it’s struggles but I am privileged to get the chance to do this for him. <3